all i want right now.

so i stick by what i've said in my last couple of posts about knowing i'm supposed to be in bountiful this year and being glad i am.

but i'm not going to lie, i have definitely had moments that i've felt pretty bummed the last couple of days...

i'm not in logan. every day that sinks in a little deeper. it's hard for me to avoid the thoughts of "this time last year..."

a good chunk of people i wish i could spend time with sooo badly just moved down to provo.

sam is leaving in.a.week.

moving on...

all i want right now is a kindle. 

and to be drinking some yummy drink from starbucks and to be waiting at the airport to get on a flight to somewhere amazing. 

i want to travel soooooo bad right now. some places i must go to in this lifetime are:

peru. as you all already know...

rome. as i'm sure you all also already know.

venice, italy.

india.

london.

& let's be honest if i had the opportunity to travel anywhere else and explore another culture i would take it in a heartbeat. unfortunately travelling costs a substantial amount of money, that of which i do not have. it also preferably takes a good amount of time, of which i also don't have for quite a while. [this is where i should insert something about how my education is important and i can't take a semester off of school right now and blah, blah]

but i've promised myself that someday i will go to peru and i will go to italy.

for now i guess i should study for my quiz tomorrow.

-kandi